Aloha friend! I have been on this path since college when I got my first tarot card reading. Since then, 33 years later, I have had numerous spiritual awakenings, with the most profound ones happening in 2022 and 2024. These particular ones were the most empowering because they let me know that we are Jesus Christ and we are God. The channeled message (instantaneous knowing) was that we came from God and we are God. The example I like to use is a coffee bean (symbolizing God aka source), and if you grind up the coffee bean, there are separate ‘looking’ pieces that are actually part of the coffee bean (these symbolize man aka Jesus). Add water (consciousness), and then we have coffee (and are awake). The message also stated that life is just a game and we should be enjoying it. We control this game via our subconscious beliefs. We are already perfectly healthy, wealthy, happy, etc., and the only reason we don’t see it in our 3-D reality is because we subconsciously believe otherwise. The truth is life was so perfect that we created this game in order to have experiences of everything that we are experiencing, but the one thing we were not told was that the Law of Assumption is the cheat code.

I was shown a video gamer with a VR headset on. When we start to play a video game and we are selecting an avatar, we choose one that looks like us and dresses like us, etc. In other words, the avatar is made ‘in our likeness.’ And then we created the world, everything in the world, and we actually are the world. This is why everybody mirrors us, because they actually are aspects of ourselves. In other words, there are no evil companies, or tech, or anything. Everything that we experience is literally just a projection of our subconscious beliefs about it. In the truest sense, nothing actually exists at all other than consciousness. We created everything that we experience. This is why it’s so important not to react to anything. If you give yourself a 10-day challenge of not reacting, then by the end of the 10 days, you will have set a pattern for yourself to respond in love, and your life will reflect that back to you. Also, don’t give any energy to anything that you don’t want repeated, so you can just rewrite and affirm literally everything, assume that you had a different past, and that will create a different future in the now (time doesn’t actually exist; neither does separation).

Finally, there was the message that there is only eternal life. I’d like to use the gaming analogy again: this game of life is so popular that everybody is watching it if they’re not playing it. It’s literally the biggest thing happening! So, let’s just say you’re having a gaming party at your house and the lucky select players have their VR headsets on. Let’s say one of the avatars decides to let somebody else take a turn and ‘exit the game’ (they take off their VR headset). By the avatars’ perspective (who are still in the game), it appears that they have left. In actuality, they are still right with you at the gaming party. Only they have their headset off and you still have your headset on, so you cannot see them, but they are literally right there with you.

I was gifted a proprietary method of creating subliminals that I personally used to heal my health, my relationships, and my life. They contain Law of Assumption statements, like “I AM Healthy,” that you can turn down to a whisper or mute (this is so they can bypass the gatekeeper aka conscious mind/ego), and they will reprogram your subconscious mind. I personally let them stream for 72 hours each. These affirmations are on my website vangoddess.com and are FREE to everyone (no email needed).
Also, on my website is a free digital download of my Awakening oracle cards, which are also my gift to everyone (I was formerly Island Time Wellness). I created these cards to help people skate through their spiritual awakenings. I personally used this deck to help myself when I had my download in 2022. I was in emotional shock from understanding the information in the truest sense, and this deck brought me immediately right back to grounded. I really hope that it helps you. It’s available in US letter size and A4 Europe size to print at home on card stock. It’s located on the home page of my website.
These 2022 and 2024 downloads gave birth to my latest deck, Resurrection. It is designed to help you connect the pieces that you are God, but in a gentle way (over a period of time) so you will not have the same shocking experience that I did.

Introducing Resurrection- the brand new deck from Vangoddess.
This innovative 54 card deck will literally show you your subconscious programs and beliefs (via astrology) and also offers seven Law of Assumption cards to help coach you past your 3-D reality. That’s right, you can really hack your reality and (do) have everything that you want. You are a literal walking talking magic wand, and this deck will show you!

Resurrection consists of 54 mostly double-sided cards for more information in a cleaner, clearer, more concise reading. The seven Law of Assumption cards use a simple Internet search as an example to show you how easy manifesting really is! They are listed out in seven steps which correlate to the 7 steps in the alchemical process as well as the Law of Assumption and Hermetic principals. Additionally, they focus on the subconscious mind as a 3-D printer, with cute reminders that everything is already done.

The Astrology cards feature the planets as Greek Gods and Goddesses. Additionally, they include the corresponding parts of a computer system to help you easily connect their meaning, relativity, and function. The outer planets are introduced as generational ‘influencers’ and are the higher octaves of Mercury (Uranus), Venus (Neptune), and Mars (Pluto). This deck also includes Gaia, Prometheus, Pallas Athena, and ‘healed’ Chiron (the Jesus card).

There are two cards for every zodiac sign to help you build the perfect character arc. They include the qualities, elements, polarity, modes, dates, and more! They even have fun extras like corresponding movie genres to help you see how things are playing in that area of life (house). These cards were channeled, and if something is different or omitted- there is a purpose to it (like the Bible).