In today’s blog, I am thrilled to share Steven Noack’s incredible NDE story. When Steven was just four years old, his life took a dramatic turn after being struck by a vehicle. This frightening accident was the start of an amazing spiritual journey, offering profound insights into life, love, and the divine. Steven’s story truly highlights how near-death experiences can transform our understanding of existence and uncover profound wisdom.
Name: Steven Noack
Age: 49
Location: Connecticut, United States
Steven’s NDE Prelude
In 1979, the first compact disc player would be released that year, along with the Atari 400. It was a normal day like any other, with us neighborhood kids playing outside, not realizing how special of a time that was.
My story of my spiritual journey truly began when I was four years old and drove my big wheel into moving traffic. The vehicle continued dragging me and was eventually stopped by witnesses at the next stop sign. After the accident, I kept asking what happened, unable to accept it was just an accident. I started having strange memories around age 12 of sitting with a hooded figure of light and speaking with them. I told only a few people about this and realized it was not going to be a good thing for me to share, so I kept it hidden after that, even though the memories continued to come back. I had a lot of questions about the experience that went unanswered for years. Who? How? Why? And what was the meaning of it? What actually happened to me that day? Those questions would be answered 30 years later, when the same being of light made contact again in 2008.
Steven’s NDE Account
At age four, I was struck by a motor vehicle when I crossed the street to return home hastily between two parked cars. I was riding a big wheel when I collided with a moving vehicle and then went underneath as the driver continued, unaware she had hit a small child. I was saved from being crushed by my big wheel lodging itself under the back tire. The injuries I received were numerous, and my body still shows scars, but it’s what can’t be shown that affected me the most. I remember leaving the neighbor’s driveway across the street after my brother called to me to come home. Our parents were taking us to the mall. After the blur, I am witnessing myself for a brief moment from above, and like the end of a movie, things faded to black but then opened up again.
I became aware I was sitting with someone and leaning on them because I could feel them holding me, but I had not yet opened my eyes. When I did open my eyes, my head was in a down position, and the first thing I noticed was silver-colored hair almost touching the ground. I also saw what appeared to be the bottom of a robe of the same silvertone color. I thought to myself, “Who is this and what happened?” I was slightly confused in a dream-like state, like when you are aware you are dreaming. When I lifted my head, I noticed I was in a square room with what appeared to be carpeted benches all around. I shifted my focus to what I still thought was a person holding me to ask what had happened. Instead of having a face, this hooded figure had only light where their face should be. This paused me for a moment as I looked, but then I asked what happened. I remember feeling confused at first, like being in a dream and being slightly aware it’s a dream. The being of light responded by saying, “Steven, you were in an accident. Put your head down, everything is going to be fine.” And I did. I put my head on their chest and just stared into their face, and as I did, I began to feel pulled. I thought for a moment how bright it was, but my eyes were not bothered, and how did we speak if I did actually speak. Just passing thoughts as I was looking at this being. A sensation started to pull me deeper into the light of this being’s face until I felt as if I were almost stretched out into this light. As I passed through this light contained inside this figure’s hood, a scene began to materialize in front of me, starting with rolling hills filled with the most vibrant and spectacular flowers. So alive they were their own beings, and even their colors seemed to flow through them with life. I saw into the distance meadow upon meadow with the lushest green grass flowing in the wind, even though there was none, and the vibrancy of it all encapsulated me as I felt part of it. I noticed a path that seemed to be cobblestone leading away but the other end leading to a hill that was off to my left.
On that hill, I noticed two silhouettes and others further beyond them. I focused off into the distance and saw what appeared to be an elderly man and a young girl who appeared to be playing. I tried to focus my eyesight to see further, and it was as if they were distant from me but also right in front of me. It was as if trying to see them somehow moved me or them. I watched them play, and this place had been silent without noise or speech up until the small child let out a laugh. When this happened, I saw color come out from the child’s laughter, then float through the air, swirling and dancing towards me. This was like an ultra-high-definition experience while still being familiar with a glass tube television, so I am mesmerized just watching it all without the confusion at the start. When the energy of this laughter reached me, it touched the center of my chest where my heart would be, and this seemed to create a wave or ripple that went through my entire being. There was a frequency or resonance like a tone of the most unimaginable love that filled me from the touch of this laughter, and I knew that energy was my identity. I knew this place was my home. I instantly knew everything came from love and everything would eventually circuit back to it. We don’t even have the language to match the feelings and beauty I experienced.
This is the point I asked the being I was with to go there to stay, and the being replied. It was such a warm coming home it’s impossible to express. The being replied, “It’s not your time, Steven. First, we have some things to show you.” Now the scene changes as if someone just pulled away a movie screen to reveal the backdrop. When the scene moved out of the way, I was standing in a space that looked like the night sky without stars. I noticed columns of illuminated lines forming that were both vertical and horizontal in orientation. This looked very similar to graph paper or a grid. The being was next to me on my left, and I began to sense others around me but at more of a distance, surrounding me in a half-circle. They were all of the same light that was tinted with a hue of blue. I was told by the being that what I was seeing was the quantum field and that people create their reality using this field with thoughts and emotions. Then my attention is taken to a pillar of light that resembles the hue of these beings but slightly brighter. The being who is explaining things along the way feels like it’s one with me now, and I’m in that extraordinary light feeling again. I am told that I am this pillar of light and that this is my energy as I arrived in my body. I am a quantum waveform.
It was said that I was the energy of love and that people spend this energy to have an experience in the physical world. As we spend this energy, we tie parts of ourselves to different dimensions. During the being speaking these things to me, I am watching lines of energy exit the center of this pillar and extend to the outer edge where I notice a screen. The setup begins to reveal itself like a wheel, and that’s when I am told this is the wheel of creation. I am looking to the outer rim of this wheel and to where these extending lines might go. When I am able to see that they lead to what looks like tiny TV screens, some had images and some screens blank. The screen also didn’t seem to be entirely full; it had empty spaces with scattered screens holding memories and experiences. The being stated that I was witnessing energy being exchanged and stored in the quantum field and that it circuits back through to create reality. They told me that it is possible to experience ascension or a life review while a person is alive by becoming accountable to love. That’s when the being pointed to the distance or rather high up and off to my left to show me something. The being tells me, “This is your divine blueprint. It is the image of the creator you were made in.” They explained that people were made in the image of God and that this was that image waiting to connect with their faith. This was described to me similarly to a restore file on a computer that holds the blueprint for the original software.
Trinity Triangle
Everything seemed to fade again and the backdrop got dark again when this large triangle started moving towards me until I was right in front of it. This large triangle began to glow with a bluish hue like neon, and as it did, I saw points of light or energy on each tip as well as a larger one in the center. All of these points were converging in the center of this triangle making one very bright center point. I hear the words, this Divine father, Divine Mother and Divine Son make the three one. They said these were positive, negative and neutral energies. This union creates a singularity, I was told. That singularity as it was explained to me was also the Christ within us, the law of one and divine law already written into our dna. This scene faded and the next thing I remember is waking up with toys a few days later. I was asking what happened and remember not accepting the answer that I was in an accident, I knew there was something else. I could feel it.
Intermission
It’s important to note that when the beings did contact me again, I was practically a skeptic working a regular job, and I figured what happened to me was just a memory of the past. By the time the being made contact again, I was in serious need of healing from the numerous accidents, and it’s important to know I was in a really dark place. I was suffering from chronic debilitating pain, arthritis, depression, addiction, suicidal thoughts, and PTSD from the traumatic experiences. Mostly from all the car accidents I had been involved in combined with sports and childhood trauma. At 18, I was driving my car at 75 miles per hour and lost control, which caused me to hit a telephone pole. Then the vehicle flipped five times before coming to a stop. Before the car flipped, there were five occupants, and once we were stopped, there were only three left. Two of the passengers had been ejected from the vehicle, and it was a miracle they ejected onto land grass. They got up and walked away with minor injuries. There were many times like this where I checked out and someone else controlled these outcomes. I was dreading waking up and going to work every day because I knew sleeping was the only peace from the intensity of my emotions. I didn’t realize at the time how much my NDE changed me and why I was having a hard time with life. Once I was able to look back at myself, I understood I was suppressing emotions my whole life because they were so intense.
Once I began looking at what I was creating as energy, everything changed. When I started becoming accountable for the feelings I wanted to have and seeing any lower narrative as the target, this helped me learn how to use the trauma and lower thoughts to rewire my nervous system for peace. When you realize you were feeding yourself poison as thoughts for too long, and eventually this led to the physical manifestation of it, then it’s time to get well or give up. I’m thankful for all of the experiences of surviving and of thriving.
The things I overcame, from debilitating physical pain to dark spirits, also helped me see if I could do it, anyone can, and what I was shown was for everyone. I was undergoing elbow surgery on the same elbow I fractured while rolling my car as a young adult when I began to abnormally panic. During that accident, I was traveling 70 miles per hour when I lost control, hitting a utility pole and then rolling 5 times. This sudden shift in panic was extreme and unwarranted, given this was not a life-threatening surgery and just a cleanup. But nevertheless, as I began to sit up to leave, a soft warm energy came over me. It was and is a warm soothing feeling that seemed to start at my feet and encapsulate me, causing me to sit back into place just as I was about to leave. It was the strangest feeling. Once this energy seemed to finish surrounding me, I heard the most beautiful voice say, “Steven, put your head down, everything is going to be alright.” I failed to mention that no one used my full name. I instantly recognized this voice, and my mind seems to break for a moment when these two memories come together. I’m in shock. I’m realizing this was the being who spoke to me at four, which started an immediate overload of visions I couldn’t control. Memories and feelings just fly through my mind at an accelerated rate as if I’m watching a movie on fast forward. Much faster than I could even think. A few minutes later, I was normal again, or as normal as I could be anyway, and completed the surgery. Later that day, I was home and the following days unpacking what I had experienced and feeling different. So this being whom I sat with when hit by a car just returned and spoke the same exact words to me, but what does it mean? As soon as I made that realization, I was changed and couldn’t go back from that awareness. So following that, I returned to work and soon after the experience began to exhibit strange symptoms. Sudden flushing was one of the first, and I can’t forget the day my employee said, “Steve, you are bright red like a lobster.” And he was right. Along with hearing my customers’ thoughts, which was tested by me frequently. This soon changed into spontaneous laughter or overwhelming heavy emotions that I could not control. It was as if I was simply receiving them like a radio and they would just go through my system. I soon was hearing the thoughts of customers who I was cashing out at the register. Was I having a mental break? I noticed I would hear them say, “No thank you,” before I asked if they would like a bag, and I put that to the test. This lasted with intensity for quite some time. During this time, I started going to every church in my local area to speak with someone because I was also having these feelings of knowing whatever is happening is coming from God. I was beginning to feel the space of peace and light that I visited during my NDE, so I thirsted for more of this. I was becoming aware or sensitive enough to see the intent and energy behind material reality as I was being reconnected to these feelings.
A few more weeks passed after the experience of this being returning, and I woke up to a ball of light in my room. I could not believe what I was seeing and didn’t understand what or how it was happening. I saw a light for some odd reason in my bedroom, and so I sat up to see where the light was coming. It was in a location that made no sense to me if I had left a light on. I sat up and was staring at this light, wondering if I was sleeping, but I wasn’t. After staying for a few minutes, it just disappeared and also returned later that night, disturbing me once again. This ball was about the size of a softball, was pulsating, and had a blue tint. These types of experiences would only increase from there until I had to accept it as part of my life.
A few weeks after that, I began seeing apparitions pass by me, which I now know were being transmitted from me. At this time, I am still working my regular management job and dealing with those responsibilities. What caught my attention initially was in the peripheral vision, I would see the quick movement of what can only be described as closely resembling smoke or vapor color. This movement was rapid in pace and started only in my peripheral vision. So fast you could tell something moved by you, but as fast as you could focus or turn, it was gone. So for a few weeks, I didn’t pay it much attention, and it just became another strange thing that I couldn’t speak about to anyone. Soon that feeling would turn to pure fear as I continued to expand into the unknown. These unknown movements of some mysterious smoky-like material began to take on more form. They were the exact shape of a person but with seemingly varying degrees of light or dark. No other features. They would be anywhere I went and seemed to walk very fast back and forth. At first, I thought I was being haunted and became frightened, not sleeping for a week. It was a few weeks later when I began noticing very low words to accompany what I was seeing.
Almost like whispers and oftentimes it would be, “Steven.” I tried to ignore this, but it only increased when one night I was trying to fall asleep and the side of my head began to spasm, the area just behind my ear. I later learned this was the temporal lobe and in studies very active during spiritual experiences. The words became easier to tune into as the pressure on the side of my head increased, and they weren’t anything kind. Soon I couldn’t shut it off, and it was happening every night when I would try to rest. I can’t say a lot of what was said here, but it can be encompassed in the phrase, “We are going to take you to hell.” There were also some nice voices and interactions in there, but they were very few. This was an equation that took me some months to figure out, but eventually, with the guidance of these beings, I came to understand this was being broadcast through me, not happening to me, therefore I had the power to change it. One night I got frustrated and was tired of being violated, which is what it felt like, so I grabbed a crayon from my daughter’s room and placed it on the floor, daring these energies to move it, and when they could not, the whole script changed. That’s when I received a large download of images of the wheel I witnessed during my NDE and all the attachments I created.
Many of those quantum projections were created by me, and I was brought back to the medicine wheel to understand this isn’t happening to me, it was happening through me. The cords and memories at the end of them were holding some sour data. I needed to forgive myself and others. I was being taught these were quantum creations like anchors, and the shadows or apparitions I was seeing were mine. I was told I would need to adjust my inputs and outputs, which meant any thoughts and emotions along with my own projections onto others. Most were mine, with a few human souls who were simply there to learn and raise their frequency. It was explained to me that we are prisms for the light of the creator, and this is already flowing through but becoming distorted on the exit. Distorted by the placement of trauma in my cellular memory. This would be cleared when I cleared my thoughts of what wasn’t love, which required some diligence on my part to correct how I interacted with life. I also understood I was simply seeing things that were there all along and played a part in whatever darkness I had endured up to that point. I was simply seeing the structures on a quantum level that carried this into creation.
There was a single event which was powerful beyond comparison, and it happened while driving one day. I was driving and being extremely hard on myself for my failures and heavy with regrets. As I was being my own judge, jury, and executioner, I heard this voice speak that caught my attention. As I perceived this voice that seemed to be coming from my right side, I noticed it’s strong and consistent, unlike the interference I was experiencing at the time. I was already on edge and cautious. Human spirits were much lighter, hard to hear, and unable to carry on whole sentences. So as I start listening, this voice tells me all these great things about myself, like who I’ve helped and the people that love me, to which I replied, “Who are you?” The voice, which was neither male nor female, said, “I AM.” To which I replied, “Okay, I am who?” Again the voice replies, “I AM.” And I again say, “Yes, you are who?” “I AM.” Right then, like a reflex, I felt every single emotion I ever experienced along with every memory race through me at the same time but separately.
That is the only way I can explain this experience, and when the visions raced through with emotions, I burst into uncontrollable tears. So much so that I had to pull over the vehicle and park, hoping it was waiting for whatever was happening to finish. After that, I was in some state of shock but also lighter and more at peace. I never went to church and never heard the phrase I AM before that day. This was the first time, and it felt like I had traveled through time and space during this experience. I never knew what it was like to feel that kind of love. These experiences would bring me out of the unworthiness I experienced a great deal of my life prior to the return. After this experience, I started visiting churches, and it did not matter the denomination, I just needed to talk to someone. I was feeling very withdrawn and unable to share the supernatural with family. I felt like I didn’t have that depth of love from people, which is what caused me to draw even closer to God. I also had a dream sense of knowing that we were in some kind of spiritual war for our energy. I remember crying when I found some church doors locked and couldn’t explain why it affected me that way. I didn’t know why I was feeling so deeply when I never had that depth of emotion before. I was becoming aware in the deepest part of my soul that this was coming from God, and I had to find him or her. For a few years, I chased that feeling and only wanted to build upon it, not take away from it. Still feeling withdrawn from people and happy now fostering another kind of love. It didn’t make a difference how we identified God to me because it was an indescribable feeling. I was figuring out that presence was a frequency in me, and it was guiding me like a compass. I was becoming the one behind the thought rather than strictly the body, and I knew things without knowing how I knew them. These visits to churches didn’t turn up much except a renewed determination to look within. I didn’t understand how people of the church didn’t know about the spiritual war and why they seemed without will to do so. It was strange, but this hurt me, and I didn’t know why. I began getting all the books I could, including more ancient texts. I was thirsty for more of what I experienced but also still highly confused, and this is beginning to alarm my family as well. After all, I grew up mostly normal. On the other hand, I was beginning to find myself and my purpose in the world, so I had to follow this feeling. These events helped me so much to not only understand the how and why but to also feel it for real. I began to understand the creator was this beautiful feeling and that I could experience this anywhere. It was a presence I wanted to pursue.
I am still working as a retail manager, and one day while I was at my workstation, I witnessed a woman fall down outside of my store. She was an elderly woman and fell on the hard pavement and in obvious pain. I was the first to arrive, and the next person to come outside went to call an ambulance. For some reason, I placed my hand on her back, which was unlike me at the time, but I did anyway. When I did this, a few seconds later, she turned her head and said, “I’m all warm, and I have no pain.” I didn’t know what to say about it and also felt the warmth, so I just told her help will be there soon. They arrived, and I went back to my workstation, highly confused about what just happened. These cumulative experiences led me to begin studying reiki to understand more of what was happening to me. I began having experiences with angelic figures that seemed to be mostly energy of many colors with a resemblance of wings but not actual wings. The first to make contact through synchronicity was Michael, and others eventually made their way into my awareness, eventually leading me to learn more about them as well as their counterparts.
I would experience visions quite frequently, and one that kept repeating was that of sigils on my hands. I was receiving messages through symbols. A sigil is like a channeled symbol. I was having visions of strange symbols on the back of my hands for a while. This happens again and again until one day during my research I find these symbols and recognize them. Seeing them so many times on my hands in visions, I took this as a sign and followed. There were a couple of strange anomalies with the power in the building, and a woman began crying, then ran outside only to return a short time later to ask, “What happened? I feel so light and everything is so clear.” During this time, I was feeling strange pulls in my center and was also learning to follow these. I was learning to follow that when I found myself at a river one day. I was asking God, “Okay, why am I here?” without an answer, so I left. When I started my vehicle, the radio was already on, and the very first words that came out were, “Goin’ down to the river to pray, ay, ay.” I nearly had a heart attack because it was so seamless and instant. I learned there were so many ways to be communicated with, and people mostly miss this. Another thing that happened frequently was I would overhear people talking and certain words would be amplified together to form something entirely different that was an answer to me about my journey. It was as if all of creation was coming alive for me and my story was a love story with creation itself rather than the individual characters.
It was during that time period with so many strange experiences I realized I had sat with an angel during my NDE. This was sinking in. Another strange unexplainable experience would be every Lent. I would have a lack of appetite and would have night sweats. At first, I didn’t realize it was Lent because I never attended church, and it took the second year of walking through what seemed to be a natural cleansing. Not only from toxins but from the energy I was feeding my soul. This I came to understand was part of my purification process, but to me, it seems to be rooted in something far deeper than my existence. I prayed on that and was distraught when I asked God to show me a past life because this is not coming from me, and I know I’ve done this before. It was on my knees with a cross on the wall above me I was shown a past life of walking in sandals on a dirt or sand road. I could see my sandals, my tunic, and looked to my left to see a river. I looked to my right, and I see two rivers coming together as one. Then the vision ends. I am thinking, “Okay, that didn’t tell me much,” when I feel the urge to look up the phrase, “three rivers coming together as one.” This reveals the parting of the Red Sea first page. I have no idea who I was, I just know I was there, and somehow what I learned in other lives was now being executed in this life. That was when I first believed in past lives, and it was only because of this experience I did. Later, when I began using my healing gifts with others that only expanded, I realized we all hold fragments of past lives, and I had others.
One night I woke up to a ball of light floating on the far side of my bedroom. I could not believe what I was seeing and didn’t understand what or how it was happening. I noticed light coming from one side of my room, which I thought was odd since there was no source there. I sat up and was staring at this light and went through the motions, asking myself if I was sleeping, then answering, “No.” After staying for a few minutes, it just disappeared and also returned later that night, disturbing me once again. This ball was about the size of a softball, was pulsating, and had a blue tint. These types of experiences would only increase from there until I had to accept it as part of my life.
Around the same time period, I started having visitations from beings who told me they were from the Galactic Federation of Light. They told me they were Arcturian. I could not see them; I could only hear and feel them. The pressure of the room had also noticeably changed. At this time, I was struggling with seeing apparitions and protecting myself, but these voices were far different, I thought to myself. However, my guard was up big time, and I still didn’t trust what was being said nor did I want to connect. They told me they were helping me with my healing and talked about how an ascension of humanity was taking place. They started explaining how our nervous system works a lot like a computer in reference to the subconscious and conscious mind. They were talking about a spiritual war for our energy by capturing our thoughts and emotions in loops. They told me it was time to upgrade my software and to tune my divine instrument. I needed to tune my thoughts to match my emotions to create truth. They also began explaining how to bring myself back online, so to speak, and began showing me visions. Almost like the images were diagrams for me to understand easier. I was being shown the wheel I saw during my NDE and also the experience of it later in life when I was able to see quantum projections all around me resonating at different frequencies. They told me I was speaking with the Divine Counsel of Nine and that my purpose was to help humanity in its next stage of evolution. The beings tell me I am an energy playing a character in a quantum theater and that I have done this before in another time. I actually laughed at that.
Being skeptical, even though this experience feels far different, I tell them to leave, and they do. I start my laptop and begin researching some of the things said to me, and wouldn’t you know, I was finding articles. I had no way of knowing these even existed. So a few months later, they came again, except this time I did listen, and they spoke about this being an important time period of expansion for humanity but that this would require surrendering their shadow. They spoke to me about purification of my subconscious mind as well as body and basically that it was time to answer the call of Ascension.
One particular day I was sitting in my backyard clearing my thoughts, just enjoying the air, when suddenly I felt myself being pulled upward. I felt increasingly lighter for a few seconds until it reached the point of weightlessness. All of the pain in my body began to ease and melt away. Within a few seconds, I was so light I could no longer feel the pressure from the chair I was sitting in. I experienced immense love wash over and realized in this moment I was in a place where pain didn’t exist. Then light beings calling themselves The Sidriel began speaking to me about rewiring the nervous system to zero point or a direct current. The maximum ground state of an energetic system. They spoke about Heavenly Father, Divine Mother, and Holy Sun. This was the context through which I began learning of the Trinity I saw at four. I learned I had a sun in my center called the Christ, and it was a neutral point. They told me I was a biological machine like a computer and showed me visions of a crystal within our forehead that has a cord of energy going to our heart’s magnetic coil, which was a quantum generator creating energy from waveforms. What they showed me was like a Tesla coil. They were teaching me how to use the toroidal field of our heart to transform negative waveforms, thoughts, and memories. The changing state of the world and the dark entities’ roles in this, who were like them but opposite. They spoke at that time to me about things like neural hijacking and the harvesting of our energy by these entities through programs designed to separate us from love. Most people are unaware this is occurring through them by the use of trauma in the form of cellular memory. Many even subconsciously help these lower beings divide us from love and our sovereignty. They spoke to me that day about the system of duality we are currently experiencing through our nervous system and how this setup is why we have a hard time balancing emotions and healing. They taught me how to create zero point energy using the Trinity I had seen at four during my NDE and that it contained positive, negative, and neutral energy. This shifted my nervous system into a direct current and was a stronger grounding for my energy, allowing me to release past trauma in the form of cellular memory.
They said most of us were trapped along a linear circuit and that I needed to break this circuit to leave the matrix. They spoke of a spiritual war for our energy also and that humans were like quantum batteries being harvested from through programs. Confirming various things I was experiencing. Many humans are unaware they are even participating. They told me that I needed to begin reprogramming myself and that this would bring my circuits back online in quantum reality. I didn’t realize until later, but the night before I saw the brightest green meteor as I was sitting in the same place. After these experiences, I was affected deeply and remembered not feeling any pain, which caused me to think back to the place I went to during my NDE. Soon I began having strange dreams. These dreams would be sometimes a week apart or months, but each dream would be in different areas of the same ship. I was also having dreams of being on other worlds, and they felt extremely real. Following the introduction of extraterrestrials, I would wake up in night sweats regularly and have dreams of being on a ship that had smooth white contours everywhere. The first time I was entirely bald and wearing a thin tight rubber suit of some kind. I visited different areas, the first being medical, and then a week or so later, I would be on the same ship in a cargo port. A few days later, same ship but in a birthing center that has highly intelligent beings for such a young age. Now to have visits while I am healing clients or communication is relatively normal to me. All of this was a lot to absorb and still maintain a normal life.
I had no one to tell all these things to, which was challenging. I also started to realize if I am feeling that heavenly place I felt where I had no pain, then I can make that reality. I could heal. I never imagined I would be free from pain or my other struggles, but I am. I still have the thoughts of why I survived all of this when I see friends from high school transitioning before me. I already know where I am going, therefore I have no fear, but I do want to make sure I am fully embodied with love and gratitude when I transition. I want to be sure my resonance matches that of the place I witnessed and felt so that I ease right into its harmony. A lot of what I was being taught was about syncing my mind and heart to regain control of my energetic system and move through dimensions. They were teaching me about free will and how to overcome trauma. Truly over the part of ourselves attached to the world. Later, I began researching what was happening to me physically and clients when I healed them. I was able to discover I was causing an action potential to occur in the nervous system, which changes the polarization. This was releasing stored cellular memory of lower frequency and led to healing. Most people are mostly mind-focused with little emotion or emotional with little forethought. They taught me trauma creates alternate realities and how to free myself from them using my own energies. How to imprint my cellular memory using gnosis for healing. Manna from Heaven and the breath of Divine Mother would create a refined energy that rebooted my system. They also spoke of singularity together with Christ and that through Christ, I would become one with all of creation. I came to later know the being that comforted me during my experience simply as Elohim. I was experiencing so many signs that pointed to angels once these supernatural experiences started, but I steered clear of that because it honestly sounded crazy. I was never brought to church and did not worship God growing up. Later though, as I started to recognize that feeling, I came to know God as a presence that I could embody or move away from. The feeling and presence of love in my whole body.
There have since been so many experiences I simply consider that to be normal for me now, as opposed to when it was breaking the walls of my reality. I first began helping others heal 10 years ago when they were put on my path, and I thought I could help them. This became love for me when all other sources were exhausted, that I was able to be that person that I needed for so long for others going through what I did. I learned that I was a sovereign energetic being who already had a birthright predestined for me, but I would need to exercise that right. My journey of purification lasted years, and during that time, I spent many days in nature doing breathwork along with programming my thoughts. I was being given a choice through discernment of what character I wanted to build. I came to understand through the process of reclaiming my identity as a divine being that the greatest thing I could give the world was to share my story authentically regardless of opinions. Now I encourage others to do the same. I was the last person I thought would have a gift for healing or be contacted by the creator, so don’t let others decide what character you’re playing. I want people to understand we all have the natural ability to heal.
What I learned that was most important was that heaven is here now, and we don’t have to wait to enter it. We are all one energy, and my life is a beautiful love story but with all of creation, not just certain characters in the experience. If my relationship feels good with creation, then I can share that harmony with others, but if I am out of balance with myself, it will be hard to be in harmony. My consciousness will never die, and the love we are able to share together here is gold. The memories and moments we are present with each other. Also, by bravely sharing our stories of how, we become a survival guide to others facing the same challenges we have overcome.
How did your NDE/OBE change your perspective on life and death (and reincarnation if applicable)?
It helped me no longer fear where I am going and changed the way I see and interact with the world. All living beings are connected, so when I harm someone else, I am causing harm to my own energy and, in turn, my life. I believed in reincarnation when I was experiencing visitations from beings and having a deep pull to God. I was going to churches to speak with people, and it did not matter which one. I knew whatever was happening to me was coming from God. I prayed for answers to why I was experiencing the supernatural and a deep thirst for God when I was hit with a vision. The vision started with me on a road with three rivers coming together, and it was incredibly real. The vision stopped, and I was not satisfied, so I said, “That is it?” That is when I had the feeling to look up on the web where three rivers join, and this was the parting of the Red Sea. I had no prior knowledge of this, and it was what first got me into believing there was something unusual happening to me.
How has your experience affected your spiritual beliefs or practices?
It has helped me become the programmer of my reality and observer of my experience, unattached from it. I see myself as an eternal energy playing a character, and I now practice subconscious programming and zero-point grounding each day. I am in nature much more as well and see this as a GPS marker for our state of being. I was never brought to church, and it has given me a deep sense of love for God and pushed me to pursue more of it.
Have you noticed any changes in your personality or abilities since your NDE/OBE? How has your experience influenced your relationships with others?
Yes. When the Angelic being made contact again, everything changed. I was driven to find God everywhere I could, and it even worried my family at one point when talking about quantum physics along with other things I never spoke about. When they returned and lights started showing up, I started to experience psychic gifts that intruded into my life, so I had to leave my job. I wound up splitting with my family due to misalignment and feeling like I was not accepted.
What was the most challenging part of integrating your NDE/OBE into your everyday life?
That would be embodying the wisdom I was receiving. We can have all the knowledge in the world, but if I do not live and embody its wisdom, what good is it for?
Do you feel a sense of purpose or mission as a result of your NDE/OBE? If so, please elaborate.
Absolutely. My purpose is to use my gifts to show others how they can heal emotionally and physically through the embodiment of love that I experienced. To show people they already were love and were supposed to be human.
What advice would you give to someone who is skeptical about NDEs/OBEs?
I would always advise skeptics to look into the nature of quantum physics, as this has helped me greatly understand the nature of reality.
Did you gain any specific insights or important messages during your NDE/OBE that have stayed with you and you would like to share with others?
One of those was the message that we came from love and will return there, but in between, we are supposed to be human. We do not have to wait to enter heaven; we can do this while in our bodies and be healed. Another is that we are already whole, but our mind, heart, and body are divine instruments gone out of tune. We are energies being human characters in a quantum theater.
Are there any resources you would recommend to someone who has had an NDE/OBE but is still new to this topic? Any advice for them?
IANDS stands for International Association for Near-Death Studies, where I am a Speaker/Healer.
Steven’s Website/Social Media Links/Contact Info:
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